50 Pentecostal and Charismatic Leaders Every Christian Should Know by Dean Merrill (Chosen, 2021) is a useful collection of short biographical presentations. When I was first contacted by the author, honestly I was flabbergasted by the fact that I am one of the “50”! At the same time, I knew little about the other 49, and I kept wondering how in the world I became part of this distinguished group. Honestly, I worried about how I would fare in the forest of the powerful figures. (Yes, the Pentecostal and Charismatic world is full of “giants.”) After a warm phone interview with the author, I sent several published writings of mine (including “My Pilgrimage in Mission”) and the academic resume (yes, with a list of publications and “accomplishments”) to him.
When he sent me the cover image with my portrait with five others, the author added the note, “I hope it’s all right that you are part of the cover.” It was just like being called by the gate agent at an airport, who apologized me for overbooking, and politely asked if it’s OK to sit us in the business class. It gave out an impression that the cover lists the top 6 (of the 50)! My university president even commented that I was the first of the six. Hmm, I didn’t notice it, but that further heightened this ego. Yes, I color-printed the cover image and enjoyed it at home and in the office. Soon, I also noticed that I am the only living one among the six! I think my inner voice, seemingly benign with only a hint of “thanksgiving” (or more accurately “pride”) played out well for some time.
Then, the pre-publication manuscript arrived. Just as you always look for yourself in a group photo, I quickly opened my chapter (or more precisely the section about Julie and me). By this time, I piled in my thought more credentials on top of others: we may be the only academics, I was responsible for the publishing of 35-volume Edinburgh Centenary Series, etc. To my sad initial disappointment, the story of our “brilliant accomplishment” was set around Julie’s deadly brain aneurysm in Oxford. More than half of the scarce pages are allocated to the ICU scene where Julie was lying motionless and I sitting by her bed helplessly. The gist of the chapter is her miraculous recovery, with a hint of my persistence in believing in God’s miracle. (Yes, her neurosurgeon gave me a very small chance of her survival, by bluntly and straightforwardly saying, “Mr, my only job today is to keep your wife alive”). Understandably, my “larger-than-life” size shrunk quickly to question if I belong to this constellation!
Then came the process of reckoning through my own reflection and conversation with the author, Dean Merrill. He had a much larger fish to fry around the big issue of who are and are not to be included in the 50. His email response to my inquiry immensely helped me. Here is the criteria as he had prepared for a group presentation:


After all, it wasn’t our accomplishment, but His! This is the fundamental of Christianity, and especially Pentecostalism. For example, the unassuming William Seymour of the Azusa Street Mission was almost passive in “leading” this historic religious epicenter. It’s what the Holy Spirit did, yes, through the willing vessel.
Then, what’s the role of humans? If they rarely count, would human response matter anyway? Yes, it does! One ingenuity of the Pentecostal faith is the unrelenting and persistent belief in God’s miracles! Right, until he says otherwise. Even then, the Pentecostals are willing to object and remind what they expect from God, if he is as good as he claims to be. My colleague at the Oxford Centre for Mission Studies observed this in me, according to the book. (We now suspect that this friend of ours may have shared this conversation with the author, which led to the unlikely inclusion of us in the book!) So, I have settled happily with the outcome: Julie is fully recovered, back to the classroom and dissertation supervision. It is the unchanging goodness of God and our response to the trouble we face. “A crying baby gets an extra rice cake,” says a Korean maxim. Pentecostals know how to cry, especially Korean Pentecostals. That makes a huge difference!